I’m not sure how to explain it but it always seems to me that if I try to make any kind of life plan or decision as to how I want to end up, something goes awry and in the end I wind up a ways from where I originally thought. For example, a year and a half ago I thought by this time that I would be working full time and that school would be a distant memory. Hopefully that dream will be realized a year from now but if my previous history has anything to say about it then it will not be so. It’s not always a negative thing… I sometimes like surprises.